Search Me - Coming Soon

by Darren Winfield

“Search Me” delves deeper after the initial confession of “Broken Before You.” With an earnest cry, it invites the Holy Spirit to illuminate the hidden corners of our hearts, the motives we don’t examine, and the destructive habits we might overlook. The lyrics ask God to expose any lingering pride, idols, or fear that prevent complete, joyous surrender to Him.

This song acknowledges that inner-transformation can be a painful process. However, it underscores the hope that this searching by God leads to ultimate freedom and a closer relationship with Him. It positions listeners to choose openness and surrender, inviting God to shape us fully into His likeness.

Consider these questions as potential talking points on your blog page:

  • Are you comfortable inviting God to reveal blind spots in your life? Why or why not?
  • Do you believe inner-transformation, even if tough, leads to something good?
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Devotional

Scripture Foundation:

  • Psalm 139:23-24: “Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”
  • Jeremiah 17:9: “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?”
  • Hebrews 4:12: “For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.”

Deep Dive:

This song asks for nothing less than divine surgery upon the hidden depths of our beings. The Psalmist calls upon God’s knowing searchlight, confident He exposes not to condemn, but to lead onto paths of eternal life. We’re reminded by Jeremiah of our hearts’ deception; often, we’re blind to our true motives or harbor unseen sin. It’s through the living, active Word of God that deep scrutiny becomes cleansing rather than crushing. We can trust the God who sees what even we lack courage to face.

Relevance to the Song:

“Search Me” mirrors this willingness for exposure. Not only outward acts but inner idols, secret fears, and unhealed wounds are laid before God’s gaze. With lyrical echoes of fire, it emphasizes that painful confrontation within God’s love is ultimately redemptive.

Application for the Listener:

  • Be bold. Pray Psalm 139:23-24 over yourself with sincere earnestness.
  • Examine root causes of recurring sins – it’s rarely the act itself, but an unchecked need within.
  • Practice time in Scripture not just for information, but allowing God’s Word to illuminate areas of resistance or misunderstanding in your heart.

Closing Prayer:

Spirit of Truth, shed light into every corner of my being. I invite Your inspection, longing for purity of heart and freedom from anything hindering intimacy with You. Help me lay down all pretenses and defenses, trusting that You expose, cleanse, and heal. May my life ever reflect Your radiant grace. Amen.

Lyrics

Search Me

Verse 1

Spirit of Truth, shine Your piercing light,
Reveal the corners where darkness takes flight.
Every motive, every selfish desire,
Let them be consumed by Your holy fire.

Chorus

Search me, O God, know my anxious heart,
Show me the path where true healing will start.
If any wicked way leads me astray,
Expose it, cleanse it, wash it away.

Verse 2

My hidden fears, the idols I cling,
All that keeps me from the joy You bring.
Unmask the pride, tear down every wall,
Help me lay it all down at Your tender call.

Chorus

Search me, O God, know my anxious heart,
Show me the path where true healing will start.
If any wicked way leads me astray,
Expose it, cleanse it, wash it away.

Bridge

Though pain may come before the release,
Your love outweighs the desire for ease.
I trust Your hands, the Refiner and Friend,
In Your searching presence, my brokenness will mend.

Outro

Search me, O God, until freedom is found,
Until grace upon grace in my life will abound.

Lead Sheet

  • Key: A minor (shifting to A Major briefly) – Starts with yearning, transitions to triumphant.
  • Time Signature: 6/8 – Has a waltz-like sway, hinting at both hesitancy and growing boldness.
  • Tempo: Adagio to Moderato (around 60 BPM, increasing through the track).

Storyboard descriptions for music video

Introduction

  • Mood: Deep reflection, anxiety tinged with the desire for cleansing.
  • Music: Ethereal vocalizations, gentle chimes, hints of dissonance beneath.
  • Visual: Figure stands within a swirling vortex of chaotic colors – reds, blacks, greys, signifying inner turmoil. The figure is only a shadowed outline, features obscured.
  • Camera: Tight focus on the figure, the background a constant blur of motion.

Verse 1

  • Mood: Inner plea, questioning of unseen forces.
  • Action: Figure raises hands hesitantly as if physically warding off the chaos around them. A faint luminescence begins to seep from within the figure.
  • Camera: Alternating shots between the turbulent background, and close-ups of the hands as the glow intensifies.

Chorus

  • Mood: Bold request, vulnerability mingled with a glimmer of hope.
  • Action: Figure drops to knees, arms open wide in a gesture of surrender. The light within now spills out, creating a small but defined pool of radiance around them.
  • Camera: Medium wide shot, showing the contrast between the figure’s illuminated form and the swirling darkness.

Verse 2

  • Mood: Exploration begins, fear still exists, but willingness to see what’s hidden.
  • Action: Figure reaches out, hand trembling, into the whirling darkness. Flecks of light begin to dance where the hand brushes the shadow.
  • Camera: Close-up on the hand, fingers brushing the chaotic background, tiny motes of light clinging to the skin.

    Chorus

    • Mood: Determination grows, light becomes a weapon to be wielded against the darkness.
    • Action: Figure stands tall, hands clenched, radiant energy now seeping from their entire body. They look directly at the heart of the swirling vortex.
    • Camera: Tracking shot, moving slowly toward the figure, ending in a tight shot of their determined face bathed in the glow.

      Bridge

      • Mood: Anticipation, tension, preparation for an internal battle.
      • Action: Figure takes a deep breath, eyes focusing on something unseen.
      • Camera: Zoom in on the figure’s eyes, which reflect the chaotic surroundings, but with a growing resolve.

      Outro

      • Mood: The fight is about to begin, outcome uncertain.
      • Action: Figure lunges forward, their form breaking down into pure energy as they charge into the darkness.
      • Camera: Blurry, high-speed shot suggesting rapid movement, followed by fading to black with only a lingering faint shimmer in the center.